As of now, I'm a novice when speaking Japanese. I can hold a very basic conversation with help and can point out certain characters off the top of my head. It isn't the best of course, but I have only been learning for a few months as compared to others who have been learning for years now. I'm sure with enough time and constant practice I'll be better at speaking it. With any new thing I learn I have anxiety about performing well and making sure I'm learning at the right spot, but I am happy with how far I've come. I have to remind myself of that. I also speak Spanish, so the amount of things to remember now is triple. A bit of a complaint but that would be a given. Learning Spanish was a multiple-year process, even growing up surrounded by people who spoke it and learning it "in the field". Even then, I couldn't speak it too well, but I could understand what was being said to me. Japanese, I feel, will be much lik...